WideOpen

01/15/2011

Ever wonder what you're meant to be doing? Why you have a pulse? Where it is all heading? You can wonder but don't let it ruin your days. Live today and not tomorrow or yesterday.

I do many things. I have a career path of a network engineer. I know more about computers then I care to admit. I race motorcycles, build motorcycles and cars, and so on. All I really like to do is ride my bicycle and not have a phone in my pocket. Think that will ever happen? Ya, neither do I but a guy can have a dream and wake up with his head in the toilet once a year, right?

I really do have a job as a network engineer and for some reason I feel that it is burning a hole in my soul. Something inside me (soul) tells my mind that I am not doing what I was put here to do, but that is for a different page. I work for an amazing company and life is better but it does not help the core fact that I should be doing something else. Maybe I can find the balance between career and life. I think this is the way to go but I will let you know how it works out.

In the meantime I work too hard, feel like shit constantly, run from friends and responsibility.

I have become a believer in that if something is meant to happen in your life it will. How long do you think one should sit around and wait for said change before one gets off his/her lazy ass and makes changes happen? I don't know what kind of changes, take a guess. Job, location, habits, traits, friends, food, culture so on. Get the point skippy?

I know, I know, there are many things wrong with me. //db