Why

02/27/2011 (this is not evenclose to being done so come back later)

This one will be hard to even come close on as it really is something that is specific to everyone of you and in no way can I have valuable insight to whatever you have going on that twisted mind.

Lets start here.

Ever seen a movie that is sad or stressful or scary? When the movie over are you still sad/scared or do you say to yourself, "those people are just actors and are prob sitting around drinking patron and doing line" or am I the only one that thinks this? Maybe. Anyway, the point of this is that when your in the middle of something it is impossible to see out or past it. You can't think clearly, you can't make good decisions, your basically fucked.

The good news is that it will be OK. Life is fucking nuts man.

So why is to fucking hard? Why is it not all fun and games. Why do we grow up... Or not. Whatever your doing or not doing, why are you doing it? What is the reasoning? It is like a dog that goes into the yard and immediately tracks around the parameter, did you teach your do to do that? I know I didn't teach mine but I can assure you that he does it daily. Some many of the things we do, the traits we have, the addictions we fight are in us from the day we are born. If you think you